things I write while I space out in class . . . yeah I got feelings too . . .
You took the love I had for you, sufficated and killed it.I once look at your face and joy filled my heart, now I feel resentment and pain. I wish I could fix this but it's already been done.Our memories haunted.No dwelling on the past, it just wasn't meant to last.The magical spell that was cast, has faded, not meant to last.
Being in love, an unsure feeling at first.Not knowing if it's ok to let your guard down.To be expossed and vulnerable.Being free to let someone else in your heart and make a residence there.
I failed, never threw the towel in but was forced to give in.They mock me, without saying anything.They use there eyes, I can see what there thinking.I feel small, unimportant, alone, a faliure.
I wish I could make them see how wonderful I used to be. Show that flare that used to be there.I was once so light on my feet but weights have been put on me.I used to soar though the air now i'm burden by care.I could move so freely but someone has chained me at the feet.My knees are giving in, it's all coming to an end.My head in my hands, i'm so ashamed.I can feel their stairs but nobodies there.
Bored, can't focus on whats in frount of me.Your my permanant distraction.My peaceful place in all the choas of my mind.
She's still talking, talking but I stopped listening awhile ago.My mind on more enjoyable things.Your face tattooed on the backs of my eye lids. Your touch lingering on my skin.Your voice echoing in my ears canciling out all she says.Your love and care filling my heart and wrapping me in something only few people have ever felt. My thoughts only on you now, this focus can't be broken.
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