Thursday, March 17, 2016

A letter to my friends....


Dear Friends,
I feel like at times I can be a sucky friend, I disappear sometimes or you may not hear from me regularly, but just know I do think about y'all all the time and I do love all of you.
Basically the past year or so my life has gone through a few major changes. I'm still trying to figure out how to balance it all. 
There is plenty of times when I just want to text or call one of you but I feel like you'll be busy or have no interest in hearing about my problems or whatever is going on with me. I feel like everyone has better things to do than listen to me talk. IDK who to talk to anymore about anything. I feel like no one will understand or I start to feel judged because it's hard to be lighthearted and fun 24/7. So previously my solution was to just not talk about any of it with any of you. 
I can't already hear some of you saying that I AM CRAZY to feel that way but it's truly how I feel on a regular basis. I get sad and I get angry and I keep it in. 
I'm not good at asking for help or reaching out to people in a more vulnerable way but I think I need a little help from my friends. I do love hanging out with you all and I do miss seeing you all, I just get so caught up with everything then I look at the calendar and realize that its been months since i've see on talked to any of you. So friends all I will say now is, remember me.

Love 
Leni, Lynelephant, Lenabell, Leni Pooh, Lenster 

Monday, January 25, 2016

Leni vs. Snow


My street when the snow started falling.

I've lived in Maryland my whole life so I've experience a blizzard at almost every stage of my life. The blizzard of 1996 I was almost 6 years old, my brother was about to turn 2 and I remember my cousins were at our house and we spend as much time as we could playing in the snow.

Me and my cousins playing in the snow.

Fast forward to my pre-teen/teen years, we just moved to Hagerstown and BOOM snow. This mean endless shoveling with my step-dad and brothers. I still occasionally played in the snow but it was not the top of my list the same way it had been in elementary school. Also being stuck in the house and not being able to see your friends got old real quick and having limited computer access didn't help. (AOL instant messenger username AngelChickLeni) lol 

The next really crazy blizzard I can remember was in 2010. I was in my second year of college and I remember we'd had some light snow that year but we were really prepared for the blizzard that was being dropped on us. I had a few friends who went home for the weekend. I'm still not sure if they planned it thinking they be better off at home during the storm or if it was just bad timing on their part. Essentially the night it snowed was the kick off a campus wide party they felt never ending at the time. There was a campus wide "snow ball fight" on one of the fields on campus. 

My snowball fight attire
I didn't have any of my actual snow gear with me but I made due with my pea coat and "fuggs". I wore 3 pairs of socks with plastic bags wrapped around my feet. I put my phone and camera in a plastic bag in my coat pocket and I attached my ID to my keys. It was almost like being 6 years old again. I didn't have to shovel and all my friends were right there.

You could of swore Kia and I were posing for our mixtape. lol 

I would also like to point out I was sober in the snow, I was still only 19. 
The snow got old real quick. We missed about a week or so of classes, I slipped on my way to get food every time, and that snow storm is the reason I will not play monopoly until I have children. (seriously I played maybe 10-20 monopoly games while being snowed in)

Now we have this blizzard that just hit us, a few feet of snow at least. This is the first crazy snow storm I've had to deal with while living on my own. Unfortunately we weren't really prepared for it and by prepared I mean we never got a shovel. lol. Also I didn't think we were actually going to get this much snow. 

When I opened by back door towards the end of the snow storm.
I was, and kind of still am, snowed in. After the snow stopped I decided I needed to "shovel" my way out but without a shovel, so I used my mop bucket. Sounds kind of crazy but I made it pretty far on Sunday night with my bucket.
My trusty mop bucket.
After working from home I went back out to my steps with my bucket and got to work. I made it another third of the way down when my Mother-in-law, Father-in-law, and Rover (My other "brother-in-law) dropped off a shovel to me. 

My bucket progress. 

Me and My Bucket

After I got the shovel I finished getting down my steps, made a path for myself through the yard and to my car. Digging my car out was a whole other workout and I still can't move it because people dumped there snow in the middle of the alley. 
Before I went to town with the shovel.

When I made it to the bottom of the steps with my shovel. Don't I look thrilled.

My pathway through the yard.

My car all snowed in.

When I shoveled around the car and realized I wasn't going anywhere until some of this melts. 



Friday, January 22, 2016

The Point....


The point of my ranting is there is no point....I do not intend to start some conversation these are just my opinions, feelings, and experiences on various situations in my life. I never expect the world to say "My goodness I agree with you, YES!" Honestly I fully expect someone to read what I have written and get offended and proceed to comment thinking I care. (Pro Tip: I DON'T)  Everyone is entitled to there opinions. These are mine, from my point of view. 

#SorryNotSorry


Friday, September 4, 2015

Oops....I forgot I had this Blog

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I forgot I at one point in time made a blog that was suppose to be dedicated to fashion and style and all that jazz. Now that i'm "Adulting" in the real world I've had to devote my time to less computer browsing and more working and paying bills. It sucks being an adult sometimes but finding this blog got me thinking, maybe I should come back to this blog (and my art blog that I've neglected but not as much as this one). IDK we'll see how this goes ?
Random updates on my LIFE
I got married in April to my boyfriend of 2 years Casey. Me and Casey have known each other since we were 16. We went to the same high school (He graduated 07 I graduated 08) We took our parents and a couple sibling to the courthouse and got hitched. We'll have a "real wedding" later on after life calms down. 

I also got a new job I am now the Director of Marketing at Billwood Properties. 

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Eh Why Not....










Haven't been on here in a whhile so why not post a few pics of random things that have happened ....

Monday, March 21, 2011

M.O.D.

MODELZ OF DISTINCTION

On March 5th 2011 we had our first show. This was also my first time performing in a fashion show ever. We did a scene called Africa. It actually went pretty well considering.

Perri doing Chaunice's make-up . .she also did mine.
Raro, Jessica, Wallie, & Tebine
Jenneh & Me
Me all dressed and ready to work. (5inch heels)
Perri
Jessica
Wallie
Jenneh
Tebine
Simi, Wallie, Tebine, Raro, Perri, & Me
Chris a.k.a. Nova Boii Nation
The Men of M.O.D.
The Ladies of M.O.D.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

jANUARY hAIR . . .

Last month my hair went though quite a few transformations. I was home basically the entire month and I had the time to do whatever I wanted to my hair just short of cutting it.

(1) It started off all nice and curled. Had to blow it dry first. The take the flat iron to my roots and curl the rest with a curling iron. Probably took me a lil over a hour to do it.

(2) The I eventually had to wash my hair and I decided to just leave it natural for a little bit. Just had to put on a little (a lot) leave in conditioner and let it air dry. Also I put a a growth promoting oil on m scalp.

(3) After a while I had to wash it again to get all the conditioner and dirt out my hair and instead of leaving it alone I combed out all my curls and oiled my scale and hair. Then left in a ponytail for a few days.

(4) Then I had to re-comb my hair out. I did little section and platted the sections after they were all detangled.

(5) I then took my blow dryer with the comb attachment and went through my hair to straighten it some at the roots so it be all ready for when I decided to curl it again.

(6) I curled it again !

When I'm home this is a normal occurrence, at school I have to do like all of that in one day.
Natural hair is so much more fun to play with ! lol.